Just Me

Posted 1 hour ago

may 21

Today was good! I woke up this morning, and discovered that my bike had a busted tire, so that ruined my plan for biking around the city. So, I hopped on the bus and visited my old job. Heaven was so happy to see me. She was in a meeting when I walked by, and she stopped the whole show. That was pretty funny.

I’m gonna spend a lot of time there this summer. After a couple hours, Gabby showed up and we went to the Grove, got Jamba Juice, then went to the Beverly Center and had lunch. Then we walked back to the Grove and shitted around for a bit, and then came back to my place.

If there’s one thing that I REALLY appreciate, it’s warm evenings in LA. Maybe being in San Francisco for some months has made me immune to what people from LA define as cold. But, the weather was perfect and warm and we sat out on my porch and chatted. It was nice. And I saw Kizzy. hehe.

After that, we came in, and the night started being bleh. My mom was drinking and playing music really loud and it’s a school night. So my sister’s should be trying to sleep. Then she asked me for a couple of dollars to buy a beer and that almost ended in a confrontation. So… I’ve decided that I’m never going to say anything about it ever again, and she will not receive any money from me. Simple enough.

I’m watching Eat Pray Love, now. Remaining positive is key, right now.

I also didn’t meditate, stretch, or workout today.
Starting tomorrow I’ll get my routine started.

This is going to be easy.

Until tomorrow, Tumblr.

Summer 2K12 Journal

Posted 23 hours ago

may 20

Today was… rather boring. hehe. I unpacked most of my stuff, on account of I’m gonna be here for 3 months. It still hasn’t really hit me that I’m living back at home. I feel like I’m going back to SF in a couple weeks.

Anyway. Today was Steve’s birthday. I thought about him as soon as I woke up and shot him a text. Bittersweet memories with that kid. I think about “our” summer, a lot. I actually spend a lot of time wishing that it had ended up well, but I’m sure that it didn’t will soon give way to something a lot better. But I still have unconditional feelings for him, in a way. Those won’t ever go away. Time to make good of that, though.

Other than that, I spent most of the day trying to crack this lock on my bike that’s locking the tires in place. Lol. My mom and I can’t remember the combination for the freaking life of us. Hopefully I figure it out by tomorrow, cuz I’m planning on going out. Gabby and I are gonna go visit Fairfax and Greenway and venture the city.

I didn’t meditate or exercise today. I need to pick this habit back up. I hope I can. I know I can.

Until again, Tumblr.

I’m gay

Post reblogged from Luan Legacy

luanlegacy:

Nuff said.

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Summer 2K12 Journal

Posted 1 day ago

may 19

Welp. This is the end of freshman year of college! I can’t believe how freaking fast the year went by! I’m really going to miss my SFSU babies! I met some really great people this summer, and I can’t wait to see them again!

I said goodbye to Jordan. That was a little tad bit emotional. Tried not to let it get to me. But it finally hit me that I was leaving when I finally sat down on my flight. I was running late to the airport and stuff, so I was mostly stressing about that.

My dad picked me up from the airport and we went straight to my cousin’s champagne party for his Senior Prom. That was pretty exciting to be able to see the whole family. Took some pictures and all. I realized that a lot of my family hasn’t changed. Still the same ol’ group of fools. Even my dad, which I kind of regret. His “assaholic” qualities are still perfectly intact, which upsets me a little. BUT WHATEVER.

Came to my mom’s house after the party, and it looks like nothing’s changed here, either. And that’s whatever. Not my problems, not my place to try to fix them.

Anyway. It’s 9:30 I’m going to sleep now. I am flippin’ exhausted after all this end of the semester crap. Love you all.